”I felt tears on my cheeks as the room blurred.“I’m lost,” I said with a shudder. “I don’t know what to do anymore,” I admitted.Kelly cr...ss the room in a few steps and hugged me again.“You’re not lost, Paul. Your friends and family are nearby. Your kids are here. Let us all help carry a small part of your burden. Trust me, it’s the only way through this for you and Ali and Jer.”For the first time in weeks, I cried. For a heartbeat, I let myself believe I was not alone, and I hated myself for. But she told me to get changed. That's ok. I'd just stand back so she couldn't lean back against me, rub her scalp for awhile, and get out.Normally, I slept nude in the summer or with a pair of pajama bottoms from late fall through early spring. Following my habit, I put on a pair of PJ's and was out the door before it dawned on me that I couldn't wear just pajamas. What if I got a hardon again? How could I hide it? I returned and put on a pair of jockey shorts, rummaging around for a tight. At the same time, I slowly stroked her soft lips with a finger, moving it slowly into her slit before finally penetrating her with just the tip. “Is that okay?” I asked, moving the finger back and forth. “Wonderful,” she answered softly, sounding a bit dreamy. I returned to sucking and licking her clitoris as I pushed the finger in further. Once it was buried in the soft, wet inside, I moved it the way Claire had taught me to stimulate where I hoped Allison’s G spot was located. Her reaction. ”“He’s coming?”“I encouraged her to invite him. I don’t know that he’ll show up, but it would be a smart gesture on his part if he wants to get her to communicate with him in the future.”“Where did you disappear to after lunch?”“Where do you think,” I said, grinning broadly.Elyse laughed, “A ‘play date’. I suppose you’ll have more time for those given that Jess and I are pretty much out of commission for a few months!”“Perhaps,” I chuckled.“Did Katy find you?”“No. When was she looking for.