I'm really horny; wanna go to my place between classes for a good fuck?" Her frankness, while completely in character, shocked me a little. While not ...gly, she wasn't exactly a beauty queen either, Bridgett is about 5'9" and very thin, bony would be an appropriate term, her face is slightly pock marked, with blue eyes and long blonde hair she usually has pulled up in a ponytail. My hesitancy must have alarmed her because she said, "Ah forget it," and started to walk away quickly. I quickly. Don't sweat it." The typicalanswer from a sexist, liberal straight college male.In a certain context, my brother was correct. I was having a sexualrelationship with two men, one who is the person I love the most in life,my Dad, and, two, the nicest and sweetest man who loved to have sex and benaked anytime, anywhere. Exactly what is the problem?I resolved it by reminding myself that Dad told me that this was my time.Dad did not want to be my lover. He had made that perfectly clear from. Cee spoke up and said, “Katie, I want you to stand near the bed, but you cannot join us unless you are asked to. If you are invited, you are to do as we ask. Is that understood?”“Yes, ma’am.”“Good. Now take off your shorts and stay where you are.” “Yes, ma’am.” She didn’t hesitate to remove her shorts. She was unshaven, natural. I approved. I think Cee did, too. Her light brown curls had their own beauty. With that, Cee and I lay down together as we had done a thousand times. She rolled. He offered us menus but Josh said, "I know what we want. Bring us two beers and a small pizza with extra cheese and pepperoni."The waiter didn't even bat an eye! He turned and walked away without a single question about my age.The ride here had been in silence and now we sat in silence waiting for our food. I was torn between wanting to know more about Josh and preferring that his entire life remain a mystery to me. I decided that, given the nature of our strange relationship, silence is.