It had been a long time since I had done this so I took my time smoking a cigarette as I did it. I butted out my cigarette and touched up my fingernai... polish and decided I had time to do my toenails as well.I applied a heavy layer of foundation on my face and set it with face powder. I rouged my cheeks and applied plenty of black eyeliner and heavy mascara. I carefully applied the same aqua and pink eyeshadow that I had used this morning and applied the same Raging Ruby Max Factor, Lasting. K baad milo maine apni taiyaari ki or 70 km dur satna railway station me pahuch gaya waha par jaise hi rajendranagar express aa k ruki usme se wo muskurati hui dikhi wahi se wo boli upar aa jao mai turant bogi me chadh gaya wo boli hum log yaha se maihar mata k darsan k liye jaege wahi raat bhar rukege maine kaha mere paas na to itne paise hai mai to yu hi chala aaya hu wo boli mai to hu kyo chinta karte ho to maine kaha theek hai or 30 km dur maihar station me hum dono utar gaye station se. And you know, at that age, there’s nothing more important than that to a girl. I was happy – until I met Paco through you. Then I was as confused as anything. If you remember that summer, my family went to visit my grandparents. My grandmother was and still is very much an old fashioned Gitano fortune teller. One day, she looked at me as we walked to a meadow with some lemonade, and then she told me to tell her my troubles. I hadn’t said anything to her, but she’s always just known these. ”“And you were already in love with him before you were married?”“Not at all. I thought he was handsome on first appearance, but at first he was stiff and formal with me. I didn’t even think he liked me very much. I thought he only married me because his family approved our match. At the time I wondered if he loved someone else and was being forced to give her up.”“But you must have liked him?”“He was a strong marriage match, a medical student with a good future, from a family with strong moral.