He was very conscious of not making obvious his concern though, but all through the weekend he could feel that Sara was avoiding him. By Sunday evenin..., he felt like a leper.In the week that followed, nothing changed much; Mark continued work mowing lawns in the neighborhood to earn a little spending money and Sara spent most of her time hanging out at her friend Sally's house. Mark continued to feel a bit nervous when Sara would enter the room, and would be on pins and needles when the whole. The balcony at the office has the best view over the office park. I take a seat and smell the Arabica beans slowly drifting up and I smile to myself and take a sip. I sit back and just watch the world go by and just let my thoughts flow and do whatever they want. The music somehow has taken on a party like beat in my ear and I give way to the beat and tunes the surely escaped from the 80's. As I calm and the storm of the day settles slowly in my thoughts I am reminded of secret friends. All of. With Howard out, I went into the home office, which was not locked.Howard left in a hurry, so there must have been an issue, and he wasn’t as thorough, as he normally was.It was spacious and had more antique-style furnishings, with a large solid oak desk which dominated the room, as well as having a small table and chairs to hold meetings.My phone had cameras to the front door, so I kept a view of them, in case Howard came back.I couldn’t find much in the folders that were on his desk and on. ’ ‘I was drunk! I could have said I was going to turn into a Santa Clause and you wouldn’t have held me to it!’ We really weren’t going anywhere fast. I looked toward the window and watched a jogger pass. I really wished I was running right now. ‘You’ve never come during sex. I wanna see you come!’ Jeff griped. ‘Yeah, we want to see you come!’ Kevin chimed in because he had nothing else better to do. God help me, but I actually thought I needed it. I’d just let my good-for-nothing ex-boyfriend.