"And I don't think backpacking is exactly my thing, either." That was a for-instance," Jason shrugged. "Do a long canoe trip. Take up sailing. Hell, b...y yourself a motorcycle to go with Kevin's and ride it out to the rally in Sturgis. I know you don't have tons of money but you're not pinching every dime until Roosevelt farts, either. What it takes is the thinking of it, and then the doing of it. There's nothing keeping you from that." I know," she said, deflating now. "But I never seem to. ’ ‘Okay, I’ll see you after the weekend, then.’ ‘I promise I’ll wait with opening this until you’re around.’ ‘Sure.’ She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, very close to the lips, and hurried out. When it became night, a thunderstorm rolled in over the city, much like the one that had occurred the first time Adrian and Janey first had sex at her place. Rain poured down from large clouds on the dark skies onto the streets, accompanied by the occasional thunder strike in the distance. The moment. She looked at the clock; it was 1.00 in the night. But still she was not feeling like sleeping. She was thinking about the building and strange things caming into her mind and she diverted her mind to TV. But again and again thought of that building was coming to her mind. She went to the cabnet and took out a bottle of whisky and made a peg out of it and drank all the way and came back to sofa and she couldnot resist thinking about that building and she got up and made up her mind and walked. ?Oh, god forgive me for trying to help my children. And what's wrong withthis one, may I ask? Is he too serious? Too fun-loving and carefree? You justdon't want to be happy, do you?? ?I can't just get happy. I'm not into this fix-everything-with-a-manself-help program that you subscribe to.? ?That's enough, Janice.? ?I mean it, mom. Do you really think daddy's ready to move on, at this point?He went through absolute hell for you?we all did.? Jenny leaned forward on the table, her composure.