” My heart stopped and a surge of anxiety slammed into every fiber of my consciousness. What the fuck had I just done? I never thought he would pay ...00 dollars for a blowjob. I didn't think anyone would pay that. I tried to think of a way out of this situation. “No, it's a 100 bucks for the blowjob but if you want me to swallow that’s an extra 50.” I had a moment of hope. He would never agree to that. I silently let out a breath. “Deal. I’ll even throw in a beer.” I was in a complete state of. We sat opposite to each other , I was sitting like that so that I can see quite well how our plan went and how my wife was doing . So now in details , We pulled ourselves over the birth pretending we don't know each other this we had agreed before starting our journey). on the opposite birth there were 3 men already sitting . My wife sat between two men . one was maybe in his late 50's and another one was also in his late 30's , what we came to know from their discussion that they were hawkers. He was only about seven, but oh boy, did I think he was cute! He always had this soft, curly blond hair, and the big brown eyes. And he was always so kind and sweet to everyone. He was always caring and helpful, especially with younger kids. I was so proud to be his older sister!As we grew older, I expected my crush to fade away. Like its to be expected with a childhood crush. But it didn’t. It only grew larger.I loved him for how smart he was. He knew so many things, and could always tell me. You must be Lorna”, Miss Robinson said“Yes Ma’am”, answered Lorna somewhat intimidated by the wealthy woman. “Oh hell, call me Helen. Can’t have sex with someone you call “Ma’am”, laughed Helen who took out a cigarette, took a few puffs and put it out immediately in a nearby ashtray. “Not good for me..but I like a few puffs after sex”, added the widow. When she was young, Helen Robinson had been a very attractive dancehall girl and was extremely lucky to marry a very wealthy man who wanted.