This weekend however I am checking into a hotel room and not coming directly to you. I tell you to meet me for a drink in the hotel's lobby. A smile b...eaks across your face as you begin to wonder what am I up too. Especially when I get to your attire, I tell you to come in black knee high CFM boots, lace stay up hose, a thong, and a backless mid thigh dress. I tell you to sit at the bar, order a drink, and wait for my word. You arrive in the bar and men begin to line to buy you a drink. You. Dr K: I suppose you could stay for another 30 minutes or so. The nurses will chase you out if you get in the way. If you can, drop back in for a while tomorrow. I know that Bec was wanting to spend time with you.George rested his hand on his daughter’s shoulder and smiled up at me.George: We’ll be back. Liz has been itching to spend time with Bec as well, and tomorrow is Saturday so she doesn’t have school.Editor’s Note:The next page is another extract from Mischa’s journal dated Friday,. I started making decisions about the things that I WILL do in the future. My history has shown that I did do most of them and more, lots more! * I've always enjoyed and preferred it when guys take control and just use me, treat me like a slut. The problem is that it usually takes time to build that sort of relationship with a guy. Now I "want" to be treated like an animal, as often as possible. A male dog or a horse WILL instinctively know when a female is on "heat". There won't be any. So why don't you call Jason and have him bring our things up to my room." Very good, ma'am." Uh-uh-uh." Erin shook a finger at him. "Erin or Brat. Not Muuuuuuuum. I hate that name. You can say it to Mother or Maureen, not to me." Very good, ma ... Erin," the old man smiled. "I'll call Jason up here and he'll bring your things in. Do you want the car parked?" If there's room in the garage, do that. If not, just find a place out of the way. Is Maria up yet." I'm here Miss Erin." Maria!" she ran.