I blinded, pierced his eardrums, shattered both knees, both elbows and then castrated him."For the first time I could hear emotion, and it was cold, h...rd and relentless."Then I carved 'for Song Chen' on the man's chest, and left. So I do not go to China, or near where I might be taken again. And for twenty years I have not allowed a man to touch me intimately. My name is properly Song Huan. Huan means 'Happiness' so I do not use it." Jen..." It was hard to talk and I could feel my cheeks wet. Things that not even the others that had joined us knew. I had always thought that my heart would be difficult to break, thought it would be tough… In reality, it was like poking your finger through wet tissue paper. It was around that time that the delights of Lush started to appeal to me again, see, I had decided that, since Sam and I were an item, I wouldn’t log onto Lush much. Now, I wasn’t keeping to that since she had done such a heinous thing to me. (Bitch) So I logged back in here and. Still, there was not thatexplosive passion we have known in the past. Saturday night seemed muchbetter; you erupted like a volcano. What did we do differently then?Tell me how I might please you the way you please me."No, I am not incredibly dense. I wanted Alan to admit it to me - andhimself. He was silent for long moments, presumably trying to formulatean answer that wouldn't offend me. "Baby?" I prompted. "Baby? It's okay, really; you can say whatever youwant to say. I promise I won't take. To zoplela hota. Mag ti aatya barobar khup kahi bolat hoti. Tithe aata ti mhatari ani to mhatara rahat hote. To kahi ticha navra navta.Nantar balta bolta tya padricya elajavar aalya. Dadimai: to joparyant swata prayatna karat nahi to paryant apan kahi karu shakat nahi. To asa nustya aaushadhane bara honar nahi. Aatya: mag, kay karnar tumh? Dadimai: tyasathi mala tuzi madat havi aahe. Apan doghi milun tyala thik karu shakto. Aatya: te kasa? Dadimai: tu roj ethe kaam karayala yet ja molkarin.