It bided its time. The instincts of the beast are its keenest tool and because it was YOU, it listened… an ear on your world almost as if it awaited...a trigger and it knew you were still at one. Circumstance triggers an awakening, a need for the wolf once again because your human heart is pained. The wolf’s return is courted and in the foray it glimpses a female energy as it’s not seen before. Your needs are paramount and the beast returns but it is not the beast of old… The wolf craves. I knew the difference between masturbation and this lustful, gut drenching sexual hunger I had. Masturbation is something to help with the strain and stress and the natural sexual desires we all have once and a while. What I have is not normal; it is not the natural sexual desires. And for that I am ashamed. After I climax, I want to hide, to hang my head in shame. I vowed to never have sex. Yet, I long for the feel of it, I long for the moment I will ever experience what it will be to have sex. It was short but got anice reaction. I want to think Kris was joking around."Dude, you're fucking sick!" Alex said."I know," Colt said after wiping his mouth. "Now I really hope Kris getslaid." You aren't the only one," Kris said.Thankfully for me, the gathering broke up a little earlier than normal. Itgave me a few minutes to scan my notes in final preparation for my test.Kris was finishing up his paper and interrupted me to proof read for himwith Corey on my bed and watching TV. I found a few. The expression on her face when she lifted the clipboard is hard to describe. Outwardly, she appeared shocked, but her eyes seemed to sparkle with delight at the reaction she’d provoked. I was too mortified to know how to react, so I froze. For what felt like a very long moment, she stared at my erection, and I stared at her.Her face and chest were both a bit flushed, and my eyes lingered on her breasts rising and falling with each breath. I imagined pulling her shirt and bra aside to suck on.