She had me wash with body soap and rinse off, then clean the showerfloor. There as a huge wad of hair. She reached in and turned off thewater then m...tioned for me to step out. She picked up the lotion, put asmall bit in my hand and told me to smooth it on before drying. Shesaid that was the best way to do it. I rubbed the lotion into my smoothwet body knowing I was doomed. I was so turned on I was weak at theknees. She did my back teasing my buns while at it, had me pat myselfdry and. The Maitre D' was walking over. Mark shrugged. “Things change, Mary,” Mark said. “You just don't hold a candle to my sister.” His words cut so badly, I could feel the tears running down my face. Anger was roiling inside me. I grabbed my wine glass and splashed it in his face and stormed out. Oh, god. What had gone wrong. Everything was going so well. And then Antsy arrived and messed it all up. How could he not find me pretty anymore. This couldn't be happening. Please let this just be a. She said they had been going together a couple of months when he asked her if she was ready to have sex. She told him that first she wanted to think about it and second, she did not want to take any chances. The next week she told him that she was going on the pill and that they could both lose their virginity together as soon as she was safe. They read several virginity stories together and Tom promised to take it real slow and easy when the time came. Three weeks later her parents went out. ‘It was you.’ ‘Again, I’ve never met you before the lighthouse and Mac’s diner—’ ‘—You had longer hair back then. Much longer,’ he continued, ignoring her denials. ‘That’s what threw me off. But then I caught a glimpse of your profile in the diner the other day just as a ray of sunlight fell across your face—’ ‘—You’re making me nervous and you really need to stop—’ ‘—I’m making you nervous because you know I’m telling the truth,’ he said, ignoring her as she shook her head. ‘At that.