"But I feel real, damn you!" I had tried to shout, but it got stuck in mythroat. "I feel real."Patrick didn't ignore me when we found ourselves in the...same location. He puton a very friendly front, but it was just friendly, and just a front. Eachchance meeting made me feel like an elephant was standing on my head, andlaughing. It was odd that it was during those next couple of weeks that Inoticed Pandora around the building much more. She didn't really pay anyattention to me, except for the. When he started to speak, he realized that Dave and Evie were now standing behind Linda. Linda was leaning back a little against Dave's chest and his arms were wrapped around her just below her breasts.Even though Linda, he and Jill had used the Jacuzzi together nude, he had always tried to not look at his daughter's breasts. When the image of her glanced-at breasts would drift into his mind, he would quickly reject the image. Now, Dave's arms seemed to almost display Linda's breasts for him,. After the party Jamie said she andGreg were leaving in Greg's car so that I had my car to go home after wecleaned up.Saw Greg's car in driveway as I entered and heard them busy upstairs so Icleaned up and went to bed.Next morning I made coffee and Jane and Greg came downstairs and bothcome and gave me a kiss. Me off course in my nighty and gown. Janesuggested in front of Greg that I also get a boyfriend. I just saidnothing. Greg offered that there is a very nice guy at his firm that hecan. " Willie Nelson's trademark song. It describes my professional life - ever on the road. That brings me to my latest interesting encounter.I had dinner at a new Mexican restaurant this evening. I dined alone, as is most common. While 1/2 way through my meal, a strikingly attractive woman entered the restaurant and was seated at a table next to me. As she passed, we made eye contact and smiled. I suggested she order what I had, as it was delicious. She smiled again and said, "Perhaps I will!"I.