Since my eyes were closed and soon I started hearing loud voices of happy and reminder and cheering their glasse together as they were pouring drinks ...fter drinks for themselves.I was feeling pity for rittu as I thought I was unneccesiry suspecting on her.I thought that now I should I get up and as was about to get up I heard rittu also laughing with them.The lights of the drawing room was now in dim mode and as I slightly opened my eyes I saw rittu sitting in between raminder and happy and. Mary and I took the time to enjoy a thorough shower together. We love doing it, and it just seemed more expeditious than taking solo showers.Looking into the closet, I realized I had no idea what I should wear for the first day on the job. I wondered if a suit would be appropriate, but, decided to choose a white shirt and a pair of black khakis.Since I wanted to appear ‘nerdy’ I found a ‘pocket-protector’ to complete my ‘ensemble’. Mary dressed in a very professional looking pantsuit with. It was.Dropping his bike along the side of the house, he was at the door in a flash. Then he hesitated, not quite able to knock. Nerves had grabbed him and he was afraid of what might happen if he knocked. What if the girls had been playing a joke on him? What if they got caught? What if he did something wrong and got laughed at? What ifÉSuddenly he found himself being yanked inside, pressed firmly against the wall as his lips were mashed and a tongue probed his mouth. The “what if’s” were. Even though I made my homosexuality known from the time I was 17, they thought it was just a phase. "Andrew, kids go through these things all the time; not knowing where they belong or what they are. I know you will get through this and start liking girls.” I remember her saying when I first told her of my personal discovery. “Besides, the girl next door has a crush on you!" My mom really believed that I would date girls very soon and my obsession with boys would cease and of course, it never.