I've also submitted to beltings and whippings.I get excited when it feels like it might get out of hand. After a trulyabusive session, when you'd thin... I would have felt the worst, I insteadfeel relieved, relaxed and empowered. .In my case the ultimate cause of this masochism was inadequate fathering.My dad was an iron worker and I remember him mostly being too tired to doanything with us boys (except, significantly, the occasional spanking). Somany of the skills I needed to function socially. She had gotten accustomed to it and actually looked forward to receiving her son dressed as his sex slave, but she suddenly felt awkward in front of Dr. Morgan. ‘Oh. Hello, Dr. Morgan. I’m sorry, I wasn’t expecting company.’ But the blonde’s femdom demeanor was gone, or at least for the moment. She greeted Jeanette with a warm smile and a gentle hug. ‘Since I’m here as a dinner guest, please call me Claudia.’ ‘Oh. Of course. Well, um, please let me take your jacket….Claudia,’ Jeanette stammered. Nice work if you can get it.I usually just stay up there for most of the trip, especially the fully automated ones. Lets the passengers do what they want and not feel embarrassed by me walking in on their fuck-fests. Sara will tell me if there's any trouble and on this cruise I have Sally and Brian to mediate any of the small glitches. Lighting up a smoke I watched Tampa and then Pinellas Park slide down our starboard beam and tried not to think of Cynthia down below.I truly do love the open. Jessica had pushed Audrey into the shower with Fred, then Carla and Jessica had helped the two to dry off when they got out. The women were interested in a quick cleanup for Fred, not playtime in the shower. They wanted to show their man how much they loved and appreciated him, and were anxious to get him prone so they could start."I need to call the campground office and tell them we're staying another night," Fred protested as he glanced toward the phone."We've already taken care of that,".