It was really hot, mind you, and intimate in its own way, but it was somehow different." A dangerous and dirty sort of intimacy?"Dave smiled and nodde.... Veronica was really easy to talk to when it came to sex, because she knew a lot about the ins and outs of it."You and Michelle kissed, right?" Veronica helped the conversation along."Yeah, and I forgot to concentrate on controlling myself because of that. I was pretty close to coming, and tried to stop her, but she didn't understand why I. I was nude. completely exposed to another whom who was staring at me. She smiled and said "you are so beautiful"and she took a step forward. She said "I've never had this feeling before"and asked if she could touch me. A little scared, a little nervous and a little excited, i nodded my head and said yes. She started at my shoulders...worked her way down my arms...past my elbows to my hands. From there she put her hands on my hips and leaned in letting her body press against my exposed breasts.. ‘Yeah, I did, but that isn’t all of it,’ Rick said. ‘I think my best friend is screwing my Mom.’ He stopped pacing, pounded his fist against the wall, then he resumed. ‘Your best friend…and…your Mom…’ Dianna stammered. She was confused. ‘You think…you…you mean your mother and Matt, they’re…?’ ‘Yeah,’ Rick said. ‘Shit, here I thought Den and me were like brothers, then I find out…’ ‘Rick, are…are you sure?’ Dianna asked. She found it almost impossible to believe that Rick could be right. Matt. It sucks to know that one's life and happiness is completely dependent on another person.This sucks ... my life sucks ... it all sucks. Suddenly depression hit her. She knew it was going to be a bad episode as she felt the cold numbness flow into her body. She felt weighted down and helpless. She had no desire whatsoever to continue with her life. She wished that fucking plane had hit a wind-shear and crashed in the Rockies. She spent an hour staring listlessly at her grandmother's grave,.