The smaller operation would mean I would stick out more. For an ambitious man, that might be an important factor.Okay, I was an ambitious man these da...s, but my ambitions lay elsewhere. Flint didn't seem to be a good fit in my mind for that very reason, even before I added Becka to the equation. Added, ha! Becka was not an addition. Addition was too simple an operation to describe her impact on my life. She was the calculus of my existence, the trigonometry of my future.The cold light of day. I was just looking at her enormouse beuty ..sudenly my heart beat was becoming faster and faster I wanted to go near to her I wanted to touch her I wanted to feel her..so I started moving towards her she was still bussy in making tea.. Slowly I went near to her slowly the distence between the beuty and her admirer were becoming shorter and shorter.. Step by step I was coming nearer to her and my heart was beting like ne thing I stood just back to her, sudenly a blow of wind came into the kichen. Only in her mind had they been made real. Kept from the purview of others she had learned to keep that part of her secret. Only in meeting him had that all changed. That their paths had crossed only served to further confirm the belief as to where her destiny lay. Taking her in hand, her world had been changed forever. What had been thought impossible was made real. Embarking on a journey of self discovery, that path had brought her here. Tonight that destiny which had been secretly desired for. I tell you that. I tell you I love you, that I will always love you, until our bodies are so much cosmic dust and our souls reside in some other plane for eternity. You call me silly and slip your dress the rest of the way off.We continue to dance, you beautiful and naked and me still fully clothed. This has always warmed me. Like you are placing complete trust in me, and I am protecting you. It's probably because I have never been comfortable with my own nakedness, of the vulnerability I feel.