As nice as my roomies were, I justdidn't feel very comfortable at all in opening up to them. Life feltvery drab.I recently had the weekend to myself ...ecause the lovely couple weregoing to her parents for a few days. That meant girl time! I felt thatit had been ages since I lavished myself in all my feminine glory.Since Marchesa left I pretty much dressed only on my room with the doorlocked. I didn't want someone to come barging in while I was wearing mypretty lacies.I couldn't wait for them. You feel terrible, I know, and you feel guilty. I do too, but we cannot deny the electric attraction we have for each other Janet. It is very real,” he stated. Electric attraction, I thought, yes, oh God yes that was it. Electric attraction. My common sense and decency, as well as my marriage vows, were telling me to get up and leave. To drive away back to reality. But that small part of my brain was being overpowered by my lust for this man, this addiction I had for his kisses and his. Then hum movie dekhne gaye aur ushne bataya ki ush ka aaj chhuty tha to movie dekhne ke bad hum wapas aagaye aur main sochta raha is ladki ko kaise chodun aur ushne mujhe waoas se call kiea aur boli next week tum agar khali ho to kahi ghumne chalen to mujhe mouka mil gaya aur main han bol diea aur wo din aagaya main ushe lene gaya wo kya lag rahi thi black jeans aur black top me sexy lag rahi thi main bas dekhta rah gaya aur wo boli dekhte hi rahoge ya ghumane lejaoge to main smile karte hune. "That's the plan." she told me. But there were some bills that had to get paid before they could do any moving. I didn't press the issue. She told me that the crappy place they were living was a step or two above the even shittier trailer they were in before. I also asked about her parents. "That's a longer story." she said. "My mom is here in town. I have a younger sister who lives in Austin, going to UT, and my dad, well, he has been in and out of our lives from the start. I haven't seen him.