I even had an older son still at home and having sex with him even flashed through my mind now and then. He had several adult movies and I had a few o... my own that he kept hidden with his so that my wife wouldn’t find them. So I knew he was sexually active, but not certain in just what way.I was quite sure that there was something going on between him and a neighbor of ours because he would go and visit with the man a lot in the evening hours while the neighbor’s wife was at work. I had noticed. "But you know what the coolest thing of all is?" What's that?" That you could just come in my room in the middle of the night and take me at any time, in any way you like! I've never felt so totally, well, fuck toy-ish! Sleeping in this bed is never gonna be the same, knowing that at any given moment you could burst in and take me any way you like, ravage me, and fill any of my holes with your precious little babymakers!" Does that bother you?" BOTHER me?!" Realizing she was getting too loud,. “I wasn’t aware that Matt was coming with another friend. The shower is big enough for three so I happily extend the invitation to you too. Matt probably has told you about me. He probably said that I was kind of ‘loose’ for a girl. I guess that I am that compared to other girls you may know.”John indicated that, indeed, he had heard some things and it piqued his interest into wanting to maybe meet me in person. Actually, I am OK with that and my reputation has been in ‘question’ for a long. I looked at him from the corner of my eye. He looked so out of place in my room, which was plain. And he looked so stiff I started to giggle. "What are you laughing at?" His voice was soft. I sat up and pulled my knees to my chest. "This situation is ridiculous." He sat up and looked at me. "What do you mean?" "I'm not social and I've been alone all of my life," I started quietly staring out the window. "I never played with the other kids. I never talked with the other girls. And suddenly.