I took a 40-minute showerbefore I came out and saw she ordered room service. With herpermission, I picked upon her leftovers before I went to bed.It w...s the worst night's sleep I ever got as I began to realize thefull extent of what I had done. For the first time, I began tounderstand who I really was.Throughout the next morning and during the flight, I was in denial. Ikept telling myself that I was not bisexual, let alone gay. I was not acocksucker. I was sure I knew I wasn't. It was just. “No… I mean, “Sandra said, “every woman likes to get positive attention like roses or compliments. However, I’d never act on that!”Frank felt the sincerity in his wife and decided not to push it further. “I believe you, darling,” he said, “and I’m not mad about the rose or anything. Just promise me to be careful, alright? Especially around this Adam guy.”“It’s Abam,” Sandra corrected him, “but thank you, honey! I wouldn’t ever betray your trust!”They kissed each other good night and went to. I watched as she put the clothes in the dryer and when she turned to face me, I said by the way my name is Jackson but everyone calls me Jax. She said my name's Aikira and that she was just moving in to her first house in a new town. Aikira asked if could help her with something, and I said sure, what do you need. She explained that she'd just moved here from Dallas for a new job and really didn't know anyone yet. I said well now you know me, the real me looking down at my nakedness. We laughed. No, I knew why. I envisioned what she’d look like in some illustrious and very sexy piece of lingerie. She had pulled her hair back off her face putting it into a ponytail to accentuate the highlights of it just for me. Did it work? Hell yes it did. But I didn’t even notice that until a few minutes after the fact. This thing, if you will, was a normal or usual Teddy. But what caught my eye wasn’t that it was a Teddy but how, and I say how, it looked on her body. It accentuated it almost.