Alex took the crank and tried to run it over(mechanic talk for just moving it round and round).I saw alex struggling so I gave him a hand, I put my ha...d just right behind his and pushed down on the crank, the crank started to spin around.Wow ur strong. Alex said.Hehe its all in the muscle I responded.I saw him looking at my muscles. Feel em if u want? I said.This caught him of guard.He responded oh no I couldn't.U want to don't u so just do it. I tensed up and began to feel them, when his arm. So what to do. What to do except walk home, greatly ashamed, deeply confused, sexually satisfied, and emotionally disgruntled.I reached my house and couldn’t help but look over at Bella’s house. There was no sign of any movement but I felt a twinge of unease as if Bella was watching me. Was I just freaking out over nothing?I put my key in the lock and let myself in and settled down for homework in my room. Pencil tapping, staring at a worksheet that wouldn’t do itself. I found myself reading. I wanted the kids to know Greek and at least one of the provincial languages such as a Germanic dialect. Anyway, he turned out to be a bust at Greek, despite his claims, so I never got around to checking him with numbers. I thanked the man and paid him two day's wages for one day of work before sending him on his way.This search was getting old! I had gone through five candidates before I found the man I wanted. Lucius Flavius turned out to be the type of man I needed. He was 41 years old and. My counsellor has told me that once I start full hormone replacementtherapy, there's every chance my sexual orientation will readjust so thatI end up liking boys, but I'm a long, long way away from that, and the'boy-blockers' I'm taking at the moment are having very little effect onmy mind and body even 3 months after I started taking them- thoughthankfully, they're also preventing my body from producing testosterone,which would have an even bigger and much more negative effect (at leastfrom my.