But I think that in some fundamental part of me,I'm a girl. But I can never be seen as one."For a while afterward, there was silence.Then Helva said, ...When I first decided I wanted to sing, someone mighthave told me it was impossible. Yet I found a way. Can you find a way tobe seen as a girl? What makes me a girl that you can't do?"Her saying that cut through my pity-party and got me thinking like ashell-person again."I ... could just ask them to call me by a female name? Use femalepronouns?". Now we have more money than we need to fund the non profit corporation for ten years and the money keeps coming,” the professor explained.“I would think, you would be happy about that,” I said.“But what am I going to do with the surplus money?” He asked.“Take on some other project,” I suggested. “You could always take Mary Beth someplace nice to observe the Cranes when they move on again.”“I couldn’t do that,” he said seriously.“It was a joke, find another bird that needs saving,” I. I pushed him away and asked “What are you doing?” He said “I was just showing affection, you were taking it farther, baby.” I asked him why he called me that. He said “when a girl is hot that’s what she should be called.” I said “Well, thanks so let’s get back to the party.” Once again he started talking. “Look, I know you are wet, it is starting to soak through your pants. I also know that you must love a great cock or you wouldn’t be so wet, so why the games? Either you love cock or you don’t. He found out that, the more he did it, the easier it entered. He knew he was getting used to the feeling, and he couldn't wait until he could try Matt's big cock.Jack's hands felt so good... His finger up his ass, his fingers around his cock... He was sure he was going to get the quick release he needed so badly. But... There was a knock at his door. Jack couldn't believe it, he wanted to just yell to whoever was there, but then... He wondered! It could be Matt! Maybe Matt was also having.