I was going out of control. With my left hand I was hugging her. My mouth finding hers and my right hand trying to probe deep inside her lifted dress.... was groping her and kissing her. She asked me was I a virgin? I said yes.And she started smiling and said don’t worry me too. We will do it today. In a second I got her undressed. I started sucking her lips and feeling her pussy with my hand…she said slow down slow down…don’t hurt me. But how could I she was my own sister. She stopped me, my rod. ”When put that way, I did my best, both to please her and to please Loki. It was tentative at first, but I started to actually think of him as my lover. After all, he’d licked my pussy and made me come earlier and I was pretty sure Scarlet was going to have him fuck me before the evening was over. Soon, I was licking his tongue while he licked mine, my mouth, my cheeks, and chin. He wasn’t exactly refined, but he was enthusiastic. I started to lose myself a little, feeling my nipples hardening. I got up and made my way to the computer and checked on Hamster and I got a message from a very good friend and he wanted to hook up. I had to see him nodoubt because I knew he was going to do me right. So I called him and he wassitting at his place with a good friend of his. I asked him if he wanted to meet me and he said he wanted me to come to his place. I hadnt ever been their before, so I said no, but really I was kinda nervous about driving . I wanted him to fuck me so bad that I. " He reached over and took my hand, "Is that okay with you?" I realized that the pain on his face was not because I was dressed as a girl, but because he was afraid that I might hurt myself, and leave him all alone. It was an uneasy night for me as we ate dinner, and then watched television. Yet dad never looked at me strange, and when I went to bed that night I lay in bed thinking about what he had said. It was just he and I now. If I had killed myself, he would be alone, having lost his.