But _you _understand _I _had _to _do _it." I saw my commands strike home in her mind, and saw her anger fade. "You did something again, didn't you." "...es. I'm sorry. You still can read minds you know." "Yes, I suppose that is all I need. Well Tim, I hate to say it, but our time is up for today. Next week, how about I help you instead of the other way around?" "Maybe," I said as I got up to leave. "Only if we are both ready." "Well I'll try," she said, with a grin. "See you next week, Doctor. . to be back home..." Didn't enjoy the outside world?" You ... you said I wouldn't ... enjoy ... a life with no Master ... and you were ... right." You're welcome to stay here as long as you like, Sophie. Because of what you did for Johnny, this will always be your home."The morning's exercise left Sophie sore, so she ate breakfast leaning on the table, ass still high, while the rest of us sat.Meredith and I ... we ate staring into each others eyes. While Johnny's death had affected us all,. It’s the sadness that comes from the realization that after eighty years of walking around on this planet that he had only lived a hundred days. There is the regret that twenty nine thousand days were not lived. Twenty nine thousand days wasted pursuing the mundane rather than the passion!The elderly look back to their days as children with fondness. Those were the days when each day was an adventure. There was growth, there was change, and life was vibrant. Later in life, adults live through. Then there is Tim, who shares his girlfriend with others. He talks all the time about how they love to swing and the gratification it is to watch her get fucked.I felt jealous every time he shared one of his adventures, and I'd love for my wife to do the same. I know it won’t ever happen and now I only live through others. Ann wanted this night to be special. She had me undress and wait for her on the bed while she went into the bathroom to change. I thought this was going to be another night.