Time for psychological training to commence” the doctor announced. One by one, we were given shot glasses of a warm liquid that we ingested. Almost ...nstantly, I felt very relaxed. It’s like I forgot all about the terrible situation I was in, and instead felt like I was sinking into the hay. I felt like all my troubles had disappeared. Our vision was directed to monitors that were on the back wall of our stalls.The doctor started speaking in the center of the room, and its as if all I could hear. I just wanted OUT. I went down out the corridor, down the lift now thinking of hired goons ready to pounce me. My mind was not on her tight snatch or her stunning cannons. I just wanted to get home!I had a HUGE wave of guilt come over me. It was no longer about her tits...my cock and spunk. I just felt so damn fucking dirty...but not in a good way. I felt so stupid and also £350! I could have just wanked and kept it. Sure...those tits...that cunt...but ultimately, I blew my wad. It was right. I make her walk towards me. As she gets close to me, I move backwards, apparently intimidated by her. I make her back me towards the bedroom and towards the bed. I say, ‘What are you doing?’ When I’m backed up next to the bed I have her keep coming towards me and I ‘accidentally’ fall backwards onto the bed. I have her cup her hand around the back of my head and grab a handful of hair there. I have her pull my head to her left nipple. Oh my god, I so want to have her nipple in my mouth, but. Miranda giggled, and said, Yea. I asked, Alex, have you? Mhmmm. she replied. Ok then, how about we do it? Its a hot day, and the pools right here. I took a deep breath and waited for their responses. They looked at each other and giggled and Miranda said Sure, why not. I grinned and asked, Ok, how about we play rock paper scissors to take off our clothes, so its not so awkward. They agreed and we started. I lost the first round, and took off my shirt. Miranda jokingly said in a girly-girl.