"I blushed, and told her that she was wrong. But, in my heart I knew that she was right. I love Faye and I always will, but now I am having very stron... feelings for Jeff. Not just on a sexual level, but on an emotional level.Falling in love was great, but one thing that needs to be remembered is that I am a man and in just 15 days it would be very evident. Chapter 10In the 5 days since the kiss Jeff and I have spent nearly every minute together. We have made out a lot and talked about going. Yeah, we both knew there was something wrong between us, but it was like, if we didn't talk about it, then it didn't really exist. Kind of like that old expression, letting sleeping dogs lie.By the end of the week, I still hadn't had another panic attack, and I began to relax. 'Maybe it was just a one time deal, ' I thought, and was grateful that I seemed to have dodged a bullet.It was about two weeks later that things really took a turn. Erwin called me! I didn't even remember giving her my. "Mmnn, Oh God deeper..." I moaned in the throngs of a carnal bliss Inever thought I'd experience. He held me in his arms with surprisingtenderness as he hammered my hips. M-more, more... UHH!" my mind wentblank as an intolerable pleasure filled my entire being."Huh, Hahh!" Brian squeezed me tight as I was hit with the new sensationof semen flooding my insides.I laid on top of him trying to convince myself it wasn't a dream, sixmonths ago I was a straight guy and now I was a woman who had just. Sorry for the detour but at least now you know a bit about me that will help you understand the story of the cookout next door. I was out back, it was a Wednesday afternoon, sunning myself as I love to do, topless, I just love the warm sun on my breasts and, being alone, I love pinching my nipples to arouse them, when I began hearing some voices from next door, male voices, deep and resonant, from beyond the fence. Our neighbor, Harry, was retired and widowed, both, and it sounded like he had.