I knew, even then at such a young age, that I was drawn to older men. I knew I lusted after mature, manly dick and had a burning desire to suck it and...to be fucked by it. It was just something I knew, something I felt. My body ached for it. My mind craved it. Although I had not ever experienced being with another boy, let alone a man before, it was an all consuming passion and desire. I needed to be taken by it.He was so much older than me and lived several miles away, but there was a. But she soon realized that I was in the room she reacted with lighting fast reflexes or I was just numb to the world maybe a bit of both. She was hugging me and her words barely registered her mouth moved I and I caught very few of them Sorry, I love you, It happened so fast was the basic story that was trying to be conveyed us being in the door way mad this a very incontinent and tense moment for her lover unable to escape he stood there probably ready to fight. But I was in no condition it. .. I DO think it’s sexy to see a woman having ‘relations’ with one ... So this isn’t some wild, out of nowhere move.” She pauses, thinking, then adds, “ ... But I’ve never wanted to do it myself. That’s never been a fantasy of mine. It’s like watching lesbian porn – I enjoy it, but I’ve got no interest in doing it.”“Okay then...” Smiles Jenna, warming to her guest. “ ... So how do we get from ‘I like to watch it’ to ‘I want to do it’?”Our guest sighs, “Ahh ... Like I said, I’ve had really bad. Y-yes ... yes, I guess I would. But I don't necessarily want--"Victor held up a hand and she fell silent at once. In that brief pause, Victor contemplated his options. Diane was more defiant today. Had the Harbingers taken exception to Jason bringing the Book with him? Victor had considered instructing Diane to tell Jason to keep it quiet from the other Harbingers, but had thought that would conflict too much with their sense of camaraderie. When influencing by proxy, it was easier to go with.