, feeling sorry for myself. Friday night T.V. is shite. I went to bed.I woke at 8.00 the next morning. Jean was beside me in bed, out for the count. I...decided to apply the old adage and let sleeping dogs lie. Or in this case a sleeping bitch. I got my running gear, changed in the bathroom and went for a run. I hadn't really been all that consistent lately so I made it a distance run. Ten miles, target time, one hour. I managed one hour ten. I cooled down and finished with press-ups sit-ups and. Swords were known, but impractical for the nomadic lifestyle, and were usually only carried by the eastern princes, as sort of a swaggerstick. One which could behead someone with.The nomads weren't worried about that too much, after all, a bow had a much greater reach than a sword. A sword was a most impractical weapon against a wolf, a sling would be a much better choice. Once the wolf was dead, would a sword be much use to skin it with? It was a funny joke, and everyone laughed.John made. I removed his pajama pants and felthis lower abdoman. He was awake now. I stoped immediately and covered him up,figuring that I should fill this k** in before I start peeking and poking. Iput the BP cuff on him and it was rising, si I reduced the Lidacane IV(painkiller) and put him on a liquid for a while. I didn't want to give himsolids yet because I wasn't sure what was going on. We got to talking. He wastelling me about the car, the accident, how stupid he was. And at that point, Ipulled. I am not forcing you to put that collar on. You can stay with me as Blair, and I’ll put up with you until you graduate and then give you the boot on graduation day. We don’t have to like each other, but I love you too much to force you to do what is best for you,” my mom said.I nodded. I almost felt like crying.“If you put that collar on, then there is no more Blair. You become Sugar for now until I tell you that you have learned everything I can teach you. You don’t take it off unless I tell.