Was I ready to open myself up to someone else, even if it was just to give him my body and to take pleasure in his use of it? I guess I am, I think to...myself as I text him to let him know I am in the lobby. I nervously glance around, wondering if he is secretly watching me. My phone vibrates and I glance down at it and read his text. It just contains his room number, so I head to the elevators. I watch the numbers rise as the elevator moves past each floor; I feel my nervousness rise even. “Damn, I hate that,” Janey said with a laugh.“What?”“Dad predicted that you’d be back, once you were broke, to try and somehow patch things up.“And let me guess. When you had run out of money and used up all of your credit, Brandi — the love of your life, your soul mate, your other half — took a powder! Hysterical! Off to find another middle-aged sucker, no doubt.”“Look, I made a mistake, OK? A big one, I know. But I still love your father and I’m sure that he still loves me. I was kind of. I heard the sound of a zipper brings it back down I seen the Shadow and we'll be there in a little Lazy Boy stroke asked me while she was sucking off in Akasha Stone bedtime just relax and really real nice man I can't stop staring at the little fucking ass hurts I want to get up in this real quick and let me get up no I can't do that to my mom I said get her back here now tell her that she is come back. Just be quiet and sneaky to I said so so she text her mom real quick from House skip really. The parking lot was crowded so I parked at the other end of the mall by Sears. I walked past the makeup counter and I was sexually stimulated, as intended I think, by the sexy, borderline whorish, pictures of the semi-high-end makeup add boards and then by a very good-looking middle-aged white and Latina lady with a low-necked cream blouse who was selling makeup to an older woman at the counter. She looked up, saw me and smile-winked in a polite and playful manner that turned me on a bit. She.