Now, she just doesn’t want anything to do with me.”I said, “John, you married Pam six years ago. It was six months ago when my divorce started. ... think you need to go back in time. You’ve heard what she has said and I would hope you have thought about it. When did it all start?”“I guess it started about two years ago when I was promoted. My boss had been fired. He wasn’t a good manager and turn over in the department had been high. I tried to protect the people on my team from his unreasonable. No, I was hot even with all that extra clothing on. But things certainly got a bit more interesting when I decided to show myself off a bit. The week after Steve broke up with me I was miserable. I had never been dumped before. It happened on a Monday morning and all through the week I just felt depressed. By Friday the depression had begun to fade and I was just feeling angry. Who the hell did he think he was? I could have given the snotty little bastard so much, but because I wouldn't shove. They climbed down to a maintenance hatch next toa large intake fan, forced the hatch open, and found themselves in adark maintenance corridor. After replacing the hatch, the guard broughtKate to a door at the end of the corridor. "There is machine shop onother side of door" said the guard. "Should be unoccupied this late atnight. Across hall is empty storage room - no shipments since avalanche.Good place to leave me. I have key." Kate shook her head, "I don't thinkso. Where are your quarters,. I love Melanie. I’m just not in love with her. But we’re not having sex anymore, just so you know.”“Can you tell me the difference between love and sex?”“Well, when I had sex with Melanie it was fun, a lot of fun, when I had sex with Birgit it was deeper, more meaningful, special. Melanie and I clicked in bed, but neither of us saw the other as a potential mate.”“You were thinking of those things at fourteen? They were important?”“Making love with Birgit made me think of those things. Having.