”“He could have bought you a better house.”“I like this house.” I shook my head before she could speak again. “It doesn’t matter. I’m ...ot asking Jimmy for money.”“Why don’t you go back to the studio tomorrow? Ask this Alex for suggestions and thank him for the guitar?”“Not a bad idea, actually.” Finishing my beer, I grinned. “And hey, two birds, one stone. Leia still has to sell an entire case of Girl Scout cookies. Maybe she can charm some of the staff while she’s there.”*****AlexBig Mike and. In fact,the lab believes the device naturally produces a topical anaestheticwhich serves to eliminate any pain and minimize, ah, unexpected bulgesfrom arising. However, urination should not be a problem, though ofcourse you will have to sit like any other woman." You've got to be kidding me."K never kids. So as long as this goddamn thing was stuck to me I wasgoing to be one step closer to Cindy--a huge step, if you ask me, and oneI wasn't too happy about. I love pissing standing up. I mean, I. I tell u to hold the end of the lead in your mouth while I do up the ankle straps. Taking the lead off you I drag you over to my very low futon style bed.I watch as your eyes take in the details, the first thing you notice are various silk scarves already tied to the wooden slats at the edges of the bed and trailing across it. Steel handcuffs, more scarves and various lengths of rope hang from hooks on the wall.Some small candles are flickering on a small table by the bed. There are several. Iget the feeling that they've decided to treat me like an incompetent, likethey might treat an elderly dementia patient or a little kid. Normally Iwould want to be on top of everything. I would want to have every detailof my medical situation at my fingertips and I would have a laundry list ofquestions for the docs. Right now I don't care. I feel really dopey. Atthis point I'm pretty much just going through the motions and trying to bepolite."Let's give it a try." Emily knows it's been a.