But I also felt elated that he confided such a dark secret to me. The next morning I woke up first. I got up, activated my coffee machine and started ...aking eggs. Eggs and tomatoes is something even a horrible cook such as myself can't substantially fuck up. Mat joined me in the kitchen, hugged me from behind and kissed my neck. We sat down at my tiny wooden table as I served the breakfast and then he finally said the words which I didn't have the courage to speak. How would we proceed from. I must have looked embarrased, or just dazed, because my wife laughed and said, "I'm going to go take a shower. Why don't you get our friends a beer while I clean up." I just nodded as my wife went toward our master bedroom to take a shower. She shut the door, and I heard her lock it. I figured it was all part of the surprise she had in store for me. I returned with some beers for all of us. I wasn't expecting company, and I was still in my sleep pants. Now, however, my sleep pants had a. Jessica took Justin back to the room to get him ready to travel. That gave Sandy and I a chance to talk. We only had one more day before we reached California. That meant that I had to make a decision on what to do next. Several days earlier I would not have had any doubt about what my next step would have been. Now I had a major dilemma."What are you going to do we get to San Francisco Gary?" Sandy asked."I don't know yet," I answered, looking out the window at nothing in particular. My heart. “Come on, grab a seat.” I invited John to sit next to me on the bed. “Courtney… I don’t know about…” “Listen, just sit the fuck down and watch a little porn with me. I don’t usually watch this stuff so I’m interested.” He seemed a little unsure but took a few steps and sat down on the bed. He took one of the many pillows and covered his lap. I quietly laughed a little - here I was, in his bed watching a girl suck a cock on a big high-definition TV, but he was still being shy. We watched in.