I cannot tell you how many times I came home went directly up to my room, sat at the desk and blankly stared at my school calendar.My relationship wit... Kyle slipped away quickly as well. I could not tell him a thing, of course. He knew there was something heavy in my life, but I could not come up with any explanation that made sense. I was no longer what he thought I was. I was now a slut, a tramp. I knew it and I could not hide my feelings very well. I struggled to act normal and do normal. When we got inside, Laylee got out a glass bottle and decided that we should play a birthday game of spin the bottle truth or dare. After we had taken showers and dressed in what we were sleeping in, we formed a circle on the floor in the middle of the lodge and started to play. Laylee spun first and the bottle went and landed on Cindy, one of the twins. “Cindy. Truth or Dare?” “Truth” “How far have you gone with a guy?’ “Um, well I’ve touched a guys penis and made out with him, but that’s. . I thought I'd see..." he shrugged, "I wanted to see how you were doing at your new job." Well. Everything's going just fine." Good, good." He hesitated, "Well, I didn't want to hold you up, I just wanted to — uh — well, anyway, I'm glad all is well."They looked at each other. He cleared his throat again, "I don't suppose you are free for lunch at this late hour?" She opened her mouth but no words came out and he continued before she could think of anything to say. "Of course not, what I'm I. He just staired at me with no response. It made me feel uneasy so i tried again to break the ice. I said, "you got some nice art work". Again he kept silent.I walked over to the bottom bunk and sat down and decided to try one more time for friendly conversation. I said, "your pretty buff. Do you work out"? No words came from his mouth. He just jumped off the bunk and walked over to the little window and looked out real quick.Then he walked up and stood right in front of me as i continued to sit.