I dont know what her problem is. Its not like I am repulsive or anything. So needless to say I was pretty sexually frustrated. Well anyway, the next t...me something did happen was when Sarah was about six years old. Janet was out of town at a convention, Tupperware or some shit like that. Sarah was in taking a bath and she called for me to come help her get out and get dried off. When I went into the bathroom I lost my breath. There she was standing up in the bathtub, water glistening on her. .. that’s completely true, but before he fell asleep he tried to force his thing into my bottom.“I was so tight and hurt us both so badly that he gave up and jammed his thing back in me until her came that second time. When I got away from him and locked myself in the bathroom, I was bleeding from both openings. The pain was horrible and it took hours before the blood stopped seeping out of me.“Daniel kept blaming me, telling me that I was a failure at everything, and that I couldn’t even lay. No wonder this table was empty. No matter. Jill really wasn’t there for the music anyway. The band was pretty good, though. Not rock and roll as she’d expected, but blues and jazz and soul, all blended together. Melancholy music but with a vibrancy, a brightness around the edges of the melodies. Great music for just thinking, for just feeling. She took a sip from her drink when the cocktail waitress brought it over, closed her eyes and thought about the first time she’d talked to Mark. They’d. "Very much," I said. "And because I want to see you open your legs and accept your lover and I want to see Pete's big cock sliding home." How did you know Pete has a big ... Oh! Yeah, the shower at the club." I want to see you naked and fucking and maybe going down on him —- the whole works. But you need to understand that I'll be hard as stone the whole time. And I'll be shaking so hard I probably will mess up your home movie." Don't worry," Laura said, laughing. "that camera's got all sorts.