Next time I’ll have him spank as soon he steps in through the door, heck I’ll even open the door in the buff. Even now I can’t explain why I wan... to be punished, why I want to submit and have him standing over me. He tells me that sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts, about accepting it and being true to it, whatever the contradictions, because the pain of not being true is often the greater cost. Murmuring "whatever", I wash the. I pushed her back down, gave her a kiss on the cheek and said, "You're dead on your feet and your patient's asleep. You have a guard outside in case anything happens, so rest while you can. I'll talk to you later this morning."She was sound asleep before I got out of the curtained cubical. John was asleep as well, so on the way out I asked Pat look in on them from time to time. I headed directly to the reception hall, figuring to find the rest of my wives and students there.The hall was abuzz. "For the next several minutes, there was a blur of activity, including Raine's standing up from her chair, which she pushed back with her ass, and my coming around to her behind her desk. We wasted no time proceeding with what very obviously had played in Raine’s mind previous to this evening's interview, confirming my suspicions about her. It was then that I realized her attraction to me had never bothered me in the least. In a moment’s time, I wanted nothing more in the world that to fuck my. What was happening was wicked, and she hated it, but it was wonderful too!Not since her wedding night had the young woman been torn by such conflicting emotions. Then the conflict had been between love and fear. Now that Danny had put her fear out of the way, her only restraints were her love for him and a sexual morality which fear had never given her much opportunity to exercise. These were overcome by her newly awakened sexual needs, which Danny was no longer able to service.Forgive me,.