Which reminds me: there are some barbeque ribs downstairs in the refrigerator with my name on 'em. Don't wait up."And with a mock salute, Sam skipped ...ut of the iCarly and down the stairs. Both Carly and Freddie watched her go before turning to face each other."What was that all about?" Freddie questioned wondering."I have no idea." Carly confessed truthfully.* * *Long after Sam had gone home, Carly and Freddie were still in the iCarly studio. Only this time, they were curled up together on one. Once in the bathroom I locked the door to make sure I had some privacy.I stripped out of my dress and once again stared at myself in themirror as the tub began to fill. It was as if I could not get enough oflooking at myself. I stood about the same height as I was before, maybefive foot four. My mom was beautiful and about five eight so perhapswhen I had my growth spurt I would be about the same. I poured somebubble bath in the water and slid myself into the tub making sure tokeep my right hand. Her feelings for Duncan jumbled, bumped and danced through her head. She nearly hated him when she remembered his giving her that detective's report on Gerry. Then she would remember how wonderful he had been on that high hill in the moonlight. Every time she did, goosebumps chased one another across her belly accompanying a throbbing in the center and her belly going liquid.Later the memory of that morning in the restaurant with the two farmers sitting behind her, talking about the "scream of. In just a few minutes I shot the largest loads I had ever had on the towel laying on my bed. From then on I was hooked. Every chance I got I took undergarments from my friends houses, some were too small for me to get on but I still jacked off using them. After a while just the under garments were not enough I began taking dresses, and I even got a wig from one of my Aunts, then I would dress completely like a woman and whack off. I know it sounds like I am gay but the weird thing is I never.