It felt so wonderful to be cradled like that by her. I wanted to return the favor by making her feel good in the process. I figured she liked having h...r nipple sucked.A few minutes before, I was up in my room freaking the fuck out to the point of crying with all the school and work stress, along with our family drama. For about a week now I've been fixated on the idea that it would help me so much if she would let me nurse for a while. I've seen her breastfeeding my sister, watching her fall. I rushed up to my bedroom, tore off my clothes, threw myself into bed and clasped my cock in my hand. I could feel it throb. The head of my cock was all wet and slick with precum. I closed my eyes and all I saw was a vision of my mom, smiling at me and saying, “Oh yes David, yes…fuck me… I love you… Fuck me harder… Fill me…fill me completely with your cock… Fuck me…””Oooh… Fuck mom… Gosh, I am so c…oming right now…” I said to myself and out spurted a load of hot white glistening cum all over. As dinner is being made, I ponder for the thousandth time today how my morning started. After Nicole took her shot, I was ruthless on her. At the time I didn’t care, and the memories I have of her face haven’t diluted at all. If only I had blacked out, I wouldn’t have vivid images of her bloody face running through my head. Good God, and my behavior after that was a disaster. Remembering Nicole’s face makes me guilty. Remembering what I did to Ethan makes me loathe myself. Why did I do that. I asked. "Hey, run me over to headquarters, would you please?" You have an appointment this morning." I know. I'll get someone to take me from there. Bob or his secretary could." Okay. Call me when you get done and I'll come get you." Good, bring our lunch. I want to go out and look at the jobsite. I have no idea how much progress has been made. Bob tells me, but I need to see it for myself." Okay, I'll see you at noon. You be careful and don't overdo." Gotcha." Rich, what in hell are you doing.