Roger and Sue, You are reading this and it means that I am no longer in this world. You must be wondering why I wrote this letter even after dismissin... all of you that Saturday. You must have some idea why I did what I did that Saturday. I was dying and I did not want to go from this world longing for another minute, another hour with my children and grand children. I did not want to see the pain of losing me in your eyes every day. I had asked for all of you to be informed of my death. I thought her text would never arrive.I stretched every speed limit covering the two miles to her place and dropped a trail of clothes on the way to her bedroom. She was sitting in her bed with the sheet up to her waist. Her firm b-cups had erect nipples begging for more attention. She said the only opening words needed as she observed my erection wagging for side to side as I approached the bed. “Get in me!” She threw off the sheet and moved down into the classic position of sexual. Chris will you tell me some thing and be honestOK I said Do you want to be a girl, you know do you think your a girlNo I don't think I'm a girl I like being a guy, I don't like girly things like flowers love story's, or baby's I like football cars, I like hanging around with the guysYes but you also like being fucked by guys, when we put the carrot inside you did you enjoy thatWe'll it hurt at first but it was OK after a while, when you put the vibrator. In me I liked thatShe laughed so if. She wasmoaning quietly under the strangers manipulations.Just then another black guy sitting next to him, whom Ihadn’t noticed till he reached around the first guy andslid his hand up Beth’s thigh. ‘Hey I can’t reach!’With that the first guy lifted Beth as though she was arag doll, and threw her across his knees.He pulled up her skirt and pulled her panties down andstarted to finger fuck her. Beth’s moans got reallyloud; she obviously loved this rough.