Does this mean..?". I replied quickly, "Courtney, you have just turned seventeen and in November I will be fifty. That is a big difference and I will ...e the first to admit it. Still, I am in really good health and we should have many good years together, but the simple fact is that you will still be a young woman when I am gone. That doesn't change the fact that I love you and care for you with all my heart and I would very much love to spend the rest of my life with you. Those things. " I'm sorry Tim." It wasn't your fault." Yes it was. I pushed you and Sarah into it." You didn't push me into anything I didn't want. Now shut up and let me go to sleep. We can talk about this tomorrow when you drive me home." But..." Shhhh!" I said, then I moaned from the new throb that had created.My sinuses started acting up pretty bad in the middle of the night. I felt like I had a serious head cold, and the one time I risked blowing my nose, I nearly shit from all the really dark red and. No surprise that when Dee pulled me into the little room, I saw Luther and Jill snuggled next to each other on one side of a large horseshoe-shaped red velvet seat. The two of them looked deeply into each other’s eyes, engrossed deeply in some conversation. Seeing me and Dee out of the corner of his eye, he gave an almost imperceptible nod for Jill’s benefit to let her know they weren’t alone anymore, and then he turned to me with a large and confident grin.“So, Dave, man. What do you think?. And I know who you have been fantasizing about, Sasha." Sorry for the interruption, you two. Who wants dessert?" Oh my god, kill me now," she whispers as she lowers her red embarrassed face."Sasha, why did you just say that? Girl, you look like you're about to pass out, what's wrong?" Monica asks as she places her hands on Sasha's trembling arms."Monica, I really think I am going to take that vacation and go somewhere far, far away." You can run, but you can't hide forever, Sasha," Liam.