His pre cum was plenty and I closed my eyes and opened my mouth and lowered my head until I felt his hot, wet cock inside my mouth, It tasted salty bu... nice. I closed my lips and slowly started to suck on his mature sex tool. I felt dirty and used but I was in a sex rage and the only way to stop it was to get my urges satisfied. As I sucked my first cock I was doing a good job because Sam was surely enjoying it. He kept moaning and saying “you are a pro Rick, yesssssssssss, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh,. I'm not gonna stay here all day just because you wanna go to your classes." That's cool," I told him levelly. "I can get a ride home from Cindy and Tracy." Oh," he said weakly. "Whatever." He went storming off.I sighed, watching him go. I could not, would not get in that car with him again. So what was I going to do now?As he'd promised, Mike and his car were long gone when school ended that day. I found Tracy and Cindy without much searching and they gave me a ride. Cindy elected to stay for a. Mornings and afternoons were fine but as it used to get dark early the long evenings were extremely boring as we couldn't go out and nor was there anything to do in the one-room cabin.To somehow get through the day and to take my mind off drugs, I began growing whatever vegetables and flowers I could find and started playing board and card games with the kids in the evenings.Initially, I was snapping at them over every little thing, such as shouting for sleeping late, not washing their dishes. This isn’t meant to anguish anyone, I need you all to understand, OK?”Everybody nodded their heads.“Which song, Jeffrey?”“‘I Believe,’ please?”I looked it over a bit putting it on my synths built-in stand.“Whenever you are ready, Jeff?”“I crossed out the parts you can skip, Mike,” he said... JEFFREY YOUNGEver since I was a childI tried to be the best...So what happened?My family and friendsall said I was blessed...so what happened?It was supposed tobe all so exciting.To be teaching ofChrist.