I really felt good but was in dilama. Same kind of thing happened to me a few months ago but I escaped from that guy but this time I am not feeling li...e that. At one stage without my knowledge I creased his hand with my little finger. But my stop will reach in 2 min. he grabbed my hand by merging our fingers and stood. I was in no mood to get down but have to. I slipped my hand from his hand and stepped down. The whole day I thought about that young man. I thing I am in love with a guy. I felt. I knew I was toast. I found the book open by the side of my unmade bed. I closed it and brought it to him. He told me to stand facing Him and He read the entries--when I had gone to work, when I had gotten home, what the calorie count had been each day, what exercise I had done, if I had masturbated, if I had not masturbated--a star was supposed to accompany every entry where J had told me to masturbate for Him, etc. The logbook was up-to-date...through Wednesday...a fact He was just now. I understood. So a dirty thought came in my mind. Why not I try to fuck her. No one will ever know. I was sitting just next to her. Slowly I put my hand over her shoulder. She just turned her head towards me in reaction and then was concentrating on the movie again. I then slowly then unbuttoned her first shirt button and put my hands inside her shirt and started feeling her bra. She now was conscious of whats going on. Her breathing got heavier and her body started to boil. I went near her and. ??No. It is legal to drink in the hotel bar and nowhere else.?Ally was horrified. What were they going to sentence her to now??So your confession was incomplete,? said the officer, ?You were looking at 14.5 years hard labor plus 950 lashes. We will make that a nice round number. 15 years hard labor, in isolation, plus 1000 lashes to be handed out over time. Expect no mercy from those who will supervise you. Take her away to LC21A!? The gavel came down. Two guards pounced on Ally and led her to.