But the more I thought about it, the less inhibitions I had; I would fantasize about going into the bathroom, kissing her deeply with my tongue and fi...gering her. Whenever I gave myself over to these thoughts, my orgasms would be incredible, almost violently intense, with me shooting 5.6.7 ropes of sperm. But these were just dreams, I told myself. I sometimes suspected, when I had my eyes closed and was really going to town on myself, my mum had the door creaked open and was watching me too,. My cock was hard as nails and making a huge tent in my sweats. The man looked at me then back at his wife. They whispered again. "Well, you can stroke yourself as you watch." He said. "Ok" I replied. "Would you like a turn? I guess you are welcome to have a shot." He smiled. "William, are you crazy!" She said. They whispered some more, then they both looked at me as the man asked "would this be your first time?" "Yes, I have never had sex before." I said a little embarrassed. The two went back. I knew that any boy who got his mouth on her clitty would be trying to get his dick in her pussy too, and that sooner or later one of them would succeed. I couldn't stand the thought of that."That's a bad idea," I said. "All those guys will try to have sex with you." I know," she said, shrugging her shoulders again."You mean you're going to let them?" I croaked."Maybe," she said. "I don't know yet. But probably. All the girls I know let boys fuck them. I didn't understand it until yesterday,. Since she was from village and innocent, she couldn’t understand my intentions. I increased my visit to her home just to talk to her and touch her. Also I used to talk to her over phone whenever I talk to my sister. But nothing gone beyond.Time passed very fast. My sister give birth to a daughter. She was in our fort kKochi home during delivery. It was a custom that it was almost 5 months since I met jalaja now as my sister is with us. I managed to talk to her over phone 2-3 times finding.