“First of all, I want to apologize profusely for kicking you out of bed the other night. Your comments about him being trans caught me off-guard. I ...eacted badly and I’m both ashamed and sorry for my behavior.” She looked him in the eye. “I want you in my life, Glenn, and in Jackson’s — but if, after seeing my irrational outburst you don’t want anything more to do with me, I’ll understand.”“Sierra, I forgive you. I want you and Jackson in my life, too. I understand this is a lot to comprehend.. The other thing is, Amy wanted me to ask my father if he would love her like me.”She paused. Letting what she’d just said sink in to my mind.Amy wanted you to ask your father if he would have sex with her?She nodded her head. “I told her all about daddy and me. Everything we did. She wanted to do it with him.”I was shaking my head. This was sensory overload.Yes, she did. I told her she needed for you to be her first, just as my father was my first. She explained. “She also bet me you wouldn’t. " Those tiny pills?" she said. "They did that?"Admittedly, it wasn't five hundred pounds of Semtex or Torpex but it was something that made a half pound block of C-4 look like a Lady Finger firecracker ... the Agency always did have the best toys.At first light the the first of the inspectors overflew the boat. An innocent pass by a C-130 on a course to Panama. Maveen was at the wheel dressed in her best. The pilots took pictures.She was a staple ... like bread, cheese or rice ... something you. Now my mind started thinking naughty. She told me to come in and wait till the rain stops and she bought me a towel to clean myself and said she will prepare tea for me.I got an idea and started cleaning my hands and legs slowly (very slowly). Meanwhile she bought tea for me and for herself and wrapped a towel around her head and she was still on the wet clothes. When she saw my head wet, she said first dry your hair with towel and I asked her to do it.She started drying my hair but my eyes.