" No Darling, you have that wrong. You are the one who will put up, I will be your willing receptacle." There's no answer to that, so I simply said."S...e you in twenty."I cannot recall what the meal was. All I could see was Ann, who was so happy to have cooked a meal for her man. Well that's what she explained later. All I knew that it was a delight to sit here with the woman I had known all those years ago. Then like Saul's conversion the light sudden hit me. I loved Ann. That I had loved her. To hear that you hunger to use me ill, to violate me and leave me broken, is the happiest news that has ever fallen upon my ears.”A look of tortured longing had spread across The Beasts face as Rose spoke. “And what if, in surrendering to my desires, I come to hurt you in a way that does not bring you happiness? What if the rape that you profess to desire proves, when it comes, to be worse than you can bear, but you have no way of stopping it because you have primed me to ignore your pleas for. But here she was. It was 6:30 p.m. but it was still light out this February evening 1996, so she wasn’t too worried. She got out and hurried up the stairs to the man’s room. She knocked.Julian Willis answered the knock and stared.“Gonna let me in, Father?” she said. I frowned, but I did stand aside to allow her to enter.“I thought we’d had our conversation?” I said. I wasn’t being too snide I didn’t think.“We had ‘a’ conversation, but that was before I knew anything. Now I know everything,. Wade decided it was time for him to retreat to his bedroom as he saw the girls busying themselves at finishing the cleanup process. I opted to stay outside for a few more minutes and smoke another cig, bidding him good night. I lit up my second cigarette and stood there in the damp cool air of Seattle , thinking I needed to get a jacket, and the door opened. Arisol had come out to join me, and reached into the small box to retrieve a joint for her own after dinner enjoyment..