” He tipped the brim of his hat and said the same. When I sat down in my car and checked my rear view mirror I realized I had my black rainbow hat o... and thought “made.” I knew I was as he turned to smile at me as he pulled away from the pumps and then headed to the parking area farthest from the pumps and lot lighting. I followed.I watched as he parked at the extreme end of the lot with no one around save a couple of RVs and sleeping big rigs. I noted that he had rolled down the windows on. An ache starting a little right of center. "So you are a gazillionaire. Like Warren Buffet and Bill Gates?" he asked."Well not in that league. But I am pretty comfortable." Why aren't you famous? I mean you are an attractive, wealthy and probably pretty powerful. You should be on TV. Shouldn't you have your own reality show?" Luke asked."That kind of stuff doesn't interest me. Do you think you could have picked Sam Walton out of a line-up? Shut up, I know he's dead" she said before he could. She tutted. That was Jas, ever alert to the little mistakes of life. She sipped a little of the hot tea then took a deep breath."Tim. Let me say how very, very sorry I am. Why I didn't wait to talk to you I just don't know. I won't make excuses, there are none. I was totally unjust and stupid. How I could believe for even a moment that the man I loved absolutely, and who loved me would do something like that ... I don't know. I was crazy." Jas pulled a tissue from her handbag and wiped her. Of course, the lust and longing were very real to me and our quick gropes in the hallway and out back on breaks just made things worse.I also had my own set of problems. My twenty year old nephew from Missouri, Billy arrived to take part in an experimental new paramedic AIT (Advanced Individual Training) at Fitzsimons. He was fresh out of Basic and Jump School. He had been on a football scholarship back home before he injured his ACL (Anterior cruciate ligament) and had to drop out of college.