I saw her three more times for sex. The last time we made love she told me it would have to be the end of our affair, that it was time for us to stop ...efore someone's feelings became irreversibly stirred. She thanked me for our moments together.But it was too late for me, by now I had begun to fall in love with her. If she had asked me to, I would have left Carol to be with her. I told her it couldn't end just like that. She said it would have to, and she would make sure that it did.Eventually,. I piled on the scorn by telling him that if he’d tried as hard as his limp white cock was then he couldn’t have made much of an effort. Wendy laughed and mocked him as he hung his head, but I noticed he couldn’t help himself from glancing up occasionally to watch me while I carried on touching up his wife. Then he started droning on again about why he couldn’t get an erection anymore and how sorry he was. Capitalising on Wendy’s anger and lack of sympathy towards him I told him that I’d heard. Why do you ask?”“Well, it’s just I was a bit intrigued about how a couple so different ended up together. Jason started explaining it to me but got side-tracked, and so I was just wondering if you know the story?”Something changed in Delores' face as I asked my question. She’d been relaxed and chatty, but now she looked guarded and nervous.“I do know some stuff, but it’s not really my place to say anything. You’ll have to ask Jason. He’s a bit sensitive about the whole thing.”I let the subject. I wish Paul were here to see this - to watch me taken to heaven and back over and over again. Oh Paul, thank you, you've helped me discover what's been missing, this is what I've been missing. You must have known that you'd never awoken me, never fucked me and never satisfied an unknown need in me. Oh how it must have torn your heart to think that you were not fulfilling me. I wonder how long you've known? How long you've been longing for this to happen? How long have you been planning this?.