Of course, after the honeymoon, she fully intended to shop for a suitable lover, preferably French with extensive experience in satisfying female comp...nions in nocturnal activities.The prospective groom had his fair share of baggage that she had investigated at length and came away satisfied it was all under control and of no consequence considering his annual income and his promise of sharing that he had made without any prompting on her part.There was the matter of his recently demised first. She said she is afraid of feeling physically uncomfortable, and simply doesn't feel any desire since she feels like a "milking machine" for our baby. I strongly suspect she feels guilty because she knows how badly I want to have sex, but doesn't feel she can give it to me. She says she wants to have sex again, but just can't bring herself around.Two nights ago, we watched a movie together. It was not a sexual movie, but was quite romantic. In bed, we started talking, and she became very warm. Puzzled, I considered deleting it figuring it to be junk mail but instead I opened it.My whole body shook when I saw the pic of my cum stained panties. Those hadn't been on my line so they had to have been stolen from my drawer, which meant someone had been in my house.I jumped out of my chair and ran around, making sure every door and window was locked. They all were except the kitchen, which had a broken catch. I was still shaking, wondering what could have happened if the pervert had been in. "If we did it on the ship everybody could be there, and that would be nice, but it would leave them"—she gestured—"out. If we do it here, we can have most of the ship. Provided that you can relax your limitation a little for that, can you?"He rolled his eyes. "I suppose," he said. "John said we need to show them the same trust they have us, and that will be a way to do it. There is a time for caution, but it can be overdone. Yes, you may have your wedding party."She squeezed his hand. "And we.