Not even the dignity of allowing myself to leave, they threw me out. I was twenty-six years old now, so there was less guilt from my mom this time. At...least it was not winter. I was out on my backside on the bare streets of Ottawa with my backpack and some clothes in a sports holdall. I let with some choice foul words towards the whole of them which insured that any chance of reconciliation was as likely as a heatwave in the Arctic. So I slept outside, not really knowing where to go, since I. Ifeel like all of my possesions have been stolen, in addition to mybody."I wasn't really deep into philosophy, so every sentence she said to mewas a new thought."I promise I'll give them all back. Maybe even tonight, if the Bunk bedswork in reverse." What about our love? Where does the ownership of 'love' come in? Do Ihave a crush on Beth now? Do I 'own' the crush you used to have on her?" I still have a crush on Beth," I said. "So, no." But the same crush! Is the same crush existing in two. Turning to Hiroshi, who appeared to be the only person in the studio Marie asked “What is going to happen, Hiroshi?”Hiroshi smiled and replied “We’re going to make a little movie – and you are going to be the star!”“Don’t worry” he added, “You won’t have to do anything. There isn’t much acting required.”Marie still felt nervous and anxious about what role she would have to play and what was going to happen. However, she kept quiet and waited for Hiroshi to continue his explanation.“There is an. .."I cut her off, "I didn't ask you if you slept with him sweetheart. I was just curious if he turned you on. Have you ever thought about it with Joe?" Yes... there are times when he looks at me so hungry." So it would excite you to wear that suit in front of Joe?" Yes... I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you. I love you Dave." Ann my love, you haven't hurt me. You have educated me some. I guess I should have known all of that. Maybe I wanted you to turn Joe on." And then what?"We sat there and.