I would dress up and get into bed at night and wank my self silly, fantasising that I was a woman and men wanted to fuck me. But it took a couple of y...ars for me to pick up the courage to go out wearing undies and show myself to men.When 18 years old I went out one night with my undies on underneath my normal man-wear. I went to public toilets where I knew it would be safe and where men would be looking for sex. My problem was, how do I take the plunge by exposing myself and seeing what. I wrapped my legs around his body to pull him in deeper, moving to meet his long deep thrusts as I tightened my inner muscles down on his cock to make him feel especially welcome. As the excitement built, he started thrusting harder and deeper until he is slamming into me like a mad man, pounding me so hard my butt was bouncing off the bed with every thrust and all I could do was hold on for the ride.As he continued pounding me mercilessly, I was completely overwhelmed by the flood of sensation. Apart from the last, all were built very large. Starbucks would just be very numerous.I had received many awards for my work. Learned journals had no problem printing anything I had to say. I was nominated for the Nobel Prize in Medicine and in Physics. Through channels I said how I wanted William Shockley to get half the prize if we did win. History, to me, was now fluid. I had changed so much that many things now would not come true while other things would.Laura and Helen gave me one more. The weather has been hot and I think the solution warmed inside the insulated cooler. Whether that was it or I didn’t get it in the right spot, I was disappointed that the raging hard on failed to appear.It is not uncommon in the dark room for guys to grope you. When there is no hard on, they tend to move on rapidly. Oral sex is out as well. Still, I had some interesting experiences, including giving oral to three guys. I even gave oral to two at the same time, which was a new experience for.