Just as I was contemplating which shade of tights wouldbe best, the doorbell tinkled."Excuse me a minute," Jane said as the unseen customer came in. I...scurriedback behind the curtain and thought this would be the right time to getback into male mode, although what I would say if I had to emerge from thechanging rooms, I wasn't sure. Nevertheless I changed quickly and as I didso the door bell tinkled again and my problem was solved.Of course I had to buy everything - the suit, the blouse and the. But it was a haven for wild birds ... titmice of three sorts, finches of at least three sorts, sparrows, dunnocks, wrens, thrushes – three sorts of thrush, too – robins, nuthatch and the occasional woodpecker. From time to time there would be panic stations among the smaller birds, who would take refuge in the shrubbery and a flash of blue would be a Sparrowhawk trying for a meal. Then there were the butterflies visiting the Buddleia and other fragrant plants. There were other less welcome but. Anything in particular you would like to try next?" I'm adaptable, just make it interesting and make it soon," I said.Wilson had a rule no cell phones on the boat. I sorta had to agree with him. I carried my cell phone in the canary since I never went far from home. There was a chance I might need to say my last goodbyes.I mention this because we had messages waiting for us after out three hours fishing expedition. Mine was from the warehouse man I had spoken to that morning. I really hadn't. At that moment, she understood with perfect clarity that her life wasnot as it was when she was twelve. She had family; she had friends andif some guy couldn't accept her for what she was, then screw him. Thatepiphany didn't help her much that bright light happened to be anothercar.Waking up this time in the hospital, she was happy to be alive. "Whathappened?" Welcome back sweetie, how do you feel?" A nurse looked down at her asshe checked Emily's vital signs. "You had quite the accident." Am I.