Why do you look so afraid?" I-I'm sorry Licia, really I -- I should have knocked -- I didn't mean..." Hey, bro, it's all right! Easy. It's all right. ...'m not mad, I'm okay, believe me. I know you didn't mean to -- C'mere Jackie -- here..." she patted the bed alongside her as she beckoned me over.God, I was feeling so nervous. I wanted so much to see her totally naked body (I had often thought of that recently) but at the same time my youth was showing. My legs were actually trembling as I. “Thanks,” I said dryly. “It’s not like I’m eight months pregnant or anything.”My feet throbbed as I waddled through the store. They’d become so swollen lately that it hurt to walk, and I couldn’t even begin to describe the pain in my lower back.I loved Bean, but I didn’t love being pregnant.“You look like you swallowed a watermelon,” Rita said with a giggle. I flipped her off and started trudging up the stairs to the second floor. The first floor was mainly wedding dresses, and the second floor. So thinking a little about how long Diane was likely to be out, I got up and took a closer look.On each one was a name and a date. A first name, or more specifically a male first name. I looked at the row, about twenty five tapes or so. I looked at the dates. The first tape was dated about five years before. I can't say when the thought first crossed my mind, I guess it's just inevitable given the tapes were away from public view, were labeled in that manner. You just had to figure they could. I just couldn’t console him. So I decided to hug him and console him. I told him that in a way this is good, because we don’t have to separated.Those words made him so angry, he said “You selfish bitch! You are happy that you can be around me rather than feeling bad for me”. Those words really hurt me and I started crying. He came close to me and consoled me, but I kept turning my face away from him. He finally forcibly turned my face to face him and our eyes came into contact. We were caught.