I was at a shopping center with my brother. Just fucking around, doing a little shopping. Electronics store, caught a movie, stopped at a Mexican rest...urant for a late lunch. Next stop was a clothing store. We go in and I already see stuff I like, but they're pricey. So I only picked out a few T-shirts while my brother is looking at jeans. I'm just browsing at this point when I look up and spot Jay on the other side of our section. I'm kinda surprised by this and just freeze. I didn't move or. Almost immediately a woman came to where I was laying and putting a knee to each side of my head lowered herself onto my face. In an instant I was changed...the scent, the moisture, the texture of those lips, the softness of her hair and the firmness of her ass are images that I still cherish. She encouraged me to lick and suck, to kiss and tease, to poke and to prod her tender pussy. I have no idea how long I spent with her but I remember a pillow being placed beneath my head and another woman. I had no energy to look up, no will to respond. She lifted my head andheld me against her. I began to heave huge silent sobs. Julia rocked melike a child, "Shh, shh, it's done, it's OK now, Shh, Shh."I don't know how long we stayed like that. Slowly I calmed down, and inher gentle embrace felt my muscles start to relax. "Did it hurt?" No." That's all part of the program. It's made to feel good. He was gentlewasn't he?" Yes." He won't always be, nor will many of the men you'll be given. At least with them, there was theconstant sex that kept the worse symptoms away until I got what Ineeded from Anthony. Those hours, days, whatever in that room was themost horrible experience in my life. I told her everything I couldabout Bob, which wasn't much, but she seemed to believe me this time.Why couldn't I convince her that I didn't know anything? It was thatdamn machine! I don't think it was a lie detector, at least not likeone I've ever seen before. Whatever it was, I couldn't get.